Streaming Movies (or not)

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I’m kind of a meticulous list-maker — or should I say, activity tracker. I keep lists for all sorts of stuff: the book I’ve read, the movies I’ve seen, the beers I’ve tried, places I want to visit, etc. But when I opened my list book (Bullet Journal) the other day, I was kind of surprised by what I found — or should I say, what I didn’t find.

In a previous blog post, I mentioned that I recently streamed the film “A Star is Born.” So when I went to make the entry into my “Movies I’ve Seen” list, I was surprised to note that there were only three other entries for this year: In the Heights, Hamilton, and Zack Snyder’s Justice League. I thought, “This doesn’t seem right — there must be some I’d forgotten to written down.” So I racked and racked my brain and eventually had to come to the conclusion that yes, I’d only seen three movies this entire year.

This is super unusual for me as by midsummer, I typically would have seen between 20-40 movies. I mentioned previously that I used to go to the movies every weekend (sometimes more) to see an opening film, so that would have been probably around 30 movies alone. But when the pandemic hit, I told myself that I’d just stream movies from home rather than going to the cinema.

Yet strangely enough, I have not. It’s not like I don’t have access to movies, given that I subscribe to Netflix, Amazon Prime, Disney, AppleTV, and HBO Max. Although, now that I think about it, it’s kind of odd that I subscribe to so many services given that I don’t watch TV all that much (though my spouse watches much more than I do). I also subscribed for a year to a couple of them when they were running specials, which ended up costing me around $4 to $5 per month. Oh, I almost forgot about subscribing to Starz (via Amazon Prime), which I subscribe to only to see American Gods (I’m a huge Neil Gaiman fan here!).

It’s also not like I don’t enjoy watching movies because, again, as I mentioned above, I used to see a movie every week, something I’ve done for years. However, I guess during the pandemic and lockdown, my interests have shifted to other things. I’m definitely reading more books than previously, and I started learning piano a while back, so I’m spending more time on that as well.

But after realizing that I’d only seen a couple of films this year, I’ve set a goal for myself to try to watch at least one, maybe two movies every week. I have a ton of films in my various watchlists that I want to see, so it’s not like there isn’t anything interesting that I want to watch. I guess viewing movies kind of just slipped my mind this past year as time somehow got away from me and old schedules drifted away. I’ve always considered myself a movie buff, but it appears as though I haven’t been living up to my reputation.

So we’ll see how my new movie viewing resolution goes. I’ll share my experiences with you on this blog as a way of keeping myself accountable. If I continue not to watch movies, I’ll have to reconsider some of my streaming subscriptions when they come due — though, to be fair, I do have a couple of television shows that I watch. I’m just not sure if it’s enough to justify all those streaming services.

How about you? See any good movies lately?

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A chat about A Star is Born

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Last night, I sat down and streamed the film “A Star is Born,” the 2018 version starring Bradley Cooper and Lady Gaga. I, unfortunately, missed it when it was at the movie theaters, and I’ve been meaning to watch it for quite some time. I really enjoyed it (for those of you who are wondering), but then again, I’m a fan of both Gaga and Cooper, and in this movie, the chemistry between the two of them was captivating. I thought they did a phenomenal acting job, and I adored the music. Actually, this won an Oscar for Best Achievement in Music for Motion Pictures and won a Golden Globe award (Best Original Song – Motion Picture) for the song “Shallow.”

I was also happy to see that the director didn’t simply rehash the previous versions of the film but created something modern, unique, and compelling here. Though they stayed true to the original story, the changes made were worth the retelling and what we end up with is a mesmerizing (and at times, painful) love story about stardom, addiction, love, and tragedy that’s both relatable and fresh. Additionally, I felt that the pacing was perfect — there were no lulls or boring bits at all (in my opinion), and the two-plus hours flew by.

I also have a soft spot for this movie because when I was sixteen, I saw the prior version in the theaters when it was released in 1976. That one starred Barbara Streisand and Chris Kristofferson in the leading roles. Truth be told, I loved this version so much, and it touched my heart to such an extent that I went to the cinema to see it at least six times (I was kind of a weird teenage boy in that Barbara Streisand was one of my favorite singers at the time).

Of course, this was when movie tickets weren’t $12 a pop. Now, it wasn’t all that unusual that I saw this numerous times because when I was a teen and up until my early 20s, I often would go to the movies to see a film that I liked six or seven (or more) times. These days, however, I usually only see a film once as there are so many available that I want to see.

However, these two versions were not the only ones of the film. The original film was released in 1937 and starred Janet Gaynor and Fredric March, and interestingly, Dorothy Parker wrote the screenplay. The film was then redone in 1954 and starred Judy Garland and James Mason. I haven’t seen either of them, but I would like to. I’ve always meant to at least see the Judy Garland version but never seemed to have gotten around to it. I’ve also heard it said that the 1937 version is absolutely brilliant, the best of all of them. So now I’m a tad tempted to see the other two and to compare all four versions.

Maybe that’ll be a fun project for winter.

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Misowhat?

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Quite a while ago, I was chatting with my physician. I don’t recall how to topic came up, but I mentioned that for some reason, the sound of lawnmowers sends me into a murderous rage.

“Oh, really?” He asked, raising his eyebrows. “Is there anything else that does this to you — any other sounds that bug you?”

I immediately told him that yes, I have the same reaction to leaf blowers (they are worse than lawnmowers!), weed-whackers, chain saws, and the loud, rhythmic backup beepers of industrial trucks. And for the life of me, I can’t understand why these sounds don’t seem to bother other people as they do me.

“Hmm…,” he said. “I can’t help but wonder if you have misophonia.”

“Misowhat?” I asked.

He then explained that Misophonia is a neurological disorder that is triggered by specific sounds (though some people can have visual misophonia). People who have it experience extreme adverse emotional reactions to these sounds. That is to say, people become enraged by them. Apparently, for some people, this includes sounds such as someone crunching or chewing food, whistling, sniffing, tapping a pencil on a desk, brushing their teeth, chewing gum, and more.

I then recalled an acquaintance of mine who cannot stand it when anyone eats crunchy food such as chips or nuts. It makes him crazy.

I asked my physician if there was any treatment, and he told me that options include behavioral therapy and antidepressants (I believe Prozac was mentioned). However, I wasn’t ready to pursue those avenues quite yet. He then suggested that I purchase some noise-canceling headphones as an alternative as these will block out most of those low-level sounds like leaf blowers and lawnmowers.

I took his advice and purchased a pair of Bose Quiet Comfort over-the-ear headphones. Boy, what a difference they make! Now, I always have a pair next to me at home while I’m working so that whenever anyone fires up one of those infernal devices, the headphones make the sound completely disappear — no more murderous rages for me.

I was not too fond of the idea of wearing the big cans outside while walking, though. So I purchased a pair of Apple Air Pods Pro, which are Bluetooth noise-canceling earbuds. They don’t work quite as well as the Bose headphones, but they do an okay job blocking out most of the annoying machine-generated outdoor sounds. At night, I have a white noise machine going to overpower the sound of those early-morning lawnmowers.

So if certain sounds make you crazy, know that you’re not alone. It may be a disorder that your doctor might be able to help with, especially if it’s affecting your social life. But to block out those low-level sounds, my headphones have become indispensable.

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Why I Flip-flop between Three Streaming Music Services

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For the past several years, I’ve gone back and forth between three premium music streaming services: Apple Music, Spotify, and YouTube Music (formerly Google Play Music). What’s funny is that I never tend to stick with one of them for longer than a few months. Of course, this is mostly just me being wish-washy (as I am with many things), but it also boils down to the fact that each of them has distinct features that I like — as well as those I don’t.

1. Apple Music

I’ve subbed and unsubbed many times to Apple Music. Given that I’m somewhat of an Apple fanboy, it makes sense for me to subscribe to their service since I’m well-entrenched into the Apple ecosystem. Apple Music works flawlessly with Siri and with their other devices.

But it usually doesn’t take me long to get sick of Apple Music constantly pushing Hip Hop and Rap music down my throat. Okay, well, maybe not down my throat. But whenever I listen to a recommended playlist, it’s rife with those two genres, neither of which I listen to nor enjoy. As for why Apple Music continues to recommend those to me, I have no idea. I have a music library with over 70,000 songs, and not one of them is Hip Hop or Rap. Now, I have nothing against these genres — hell, I have a friend who’s a Hip Hop musician. But those are just not music genres that I enjoy (I’m more of an easy listening and jazz guy). You’d think that after all these years, Apple would know my musical tastes. I kept hoping that eventually, Apple Music would learn my music tastes, but alas — I’m still waiting.

I’m also not a massive fan of their app, and I find that Apple Music on the Mac is still a nightmare. Their iOS app has gotten a bit better, but it’s still not a favorite of mine. It seems to be buggy, especially when adding music to the queue (which works only part of the time). And again, disliking songs seem to have no effect whatsoever on what’s the app recommends to me.

However, there are a lot of positives about the services. First, the sound quality is excellent. Apple Music streams content at 256kbps, using AAC, and they’ve recently introduced lossless audio compression that true audiophiles may appreciate.

Another plus is that you can easily access your own music via any device. They also offer a human-curated Radio station, which features top artists and shows, and is excellent for discovering new or unreleased music.

2. Spotify

I always manage to find my way back to Spotify on a regular basis, probably because, in my opinion, this service is the best for music discoverability, and they excel at tailoring playlists. As for recommendations, they always nail it, and because of them, I’ve discovered many new musical artists over the years. Their daily recommended mixes are typically spot-on, and I love their Discover Weekly mix, which changes weekly. Their collaborative playlists are also a favorite feature of mine.

They’ve recently added podcasts to their offerings, which I don’t use as I typically listen to them using an iPhone app, but this might be a plus for other people. Their app is also beautifully designed, ascetically pleasing, and user-friendly, and they make it easy to find the content you’re looking for quickly. The Spotify platform is also supported by most voice assistants—including Siri, Google Assistant, and Alexa.

Truth be told, there’s not really anything that I dislike about the service. Additionally, choosing the highest quality on Spotify will get you a stream of 320kb/s, while YouTube Music and Apple Music max out at 256 kb/s (though now Apple offers a lossless streaming format for specific devices).

3. YouTube Music

So if I don’t dislike anything about Spotify, you might be wondering why don’t I stick with it? That’s because the third service, YouTube Music, offers a couple of things the others don’t. For one thing, my spouse has a family membership to YouTube premium, which means that even if I switch to another service, we’re still paying for it.

What I really love about the service, however, are the music videos. Formerly, I spent a lot of time on YouTube watching them, but now, they’re rolled right into their music app. I enjoy watching my favorite artists perform their songs live. And in addition to official releases from record labels, YouTube Music has tons of remixes, fan-created covers, mashups, and more, resulting in quite a massive music selection.

But probably the main thing that keeps me with the service is that I love the fact that it also comes bundled with ad-free YouTube. That is to say, I never see ads when I’m watching videos on YouTube — it’s all part of the premium package. Though I don’t find their music discoverability quite as good as Spotify’s, they do have several recommended mixes from which I’ve found new favorite musicians.

Another huge plus for me is the ability to upload my own music. While I can access music I own on Apple Music, it’s not quite so easy with Spotify and requires a bit of hoop-jumping (in other words, it’s a huge pain).

Verdict

The verdict is inconclusive. There are things I love about each of them, and there have even been times where I’ve subscribed to more than one of the services: YouTube Music & Spotify or YouTube Music & Apple Music (and one time, all three). But then I think about what a waste of money it is, given that their music libraries are mostly similar.

So, for now, I subscribe only to YouTube Music but will undoubtedly be revisiting the others in the future as they are all worthy competitors, and I’m often tempted by the greener grass on the other side.

How about you? What’s your favorite music streaming service?

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On Resentment

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Today I came across a quote by Nelson Mandela that reads, “Resentment is like drinking poison and then hoping it will kill your enemies.”  I’ve come across this particular one before, and each time, it resonated with me strongly.

I know quite a few people that are extremely angry and resentful toward others who have wronged them in some way. This could be an ex-lover/spouse or someone who got promoted when they didn’t. I know someone who broke up with their ex years ago, and they still talk about them with vitriol, like the event happened only yesterday.

I’ve seen this kind of internalized resentment tear people apart the longer they hold onto it. It pollutes our thoughts and blocks us from living contented lives. It’s as if by remaining angry that they can somehow hurt the person at whom that anger is directed. But what happens instead is that our bitterness only affects ourselves. Hell — the other person doesn’t even know we’re angry (and probably wouldn’t care if they did). It does not affect them in the least, no matter how much we consciously or subconsciously wish pain upon them.

This is why it’s often said that we don’t forgive people for their sake but for ours. Forgiving someone doesn’t say that what they did was okay. Rather, forgiveness is for our own benefit. It’s to grant us the ability to move on and put all of those resentments behind us so we can begin to heal. After all, the damage has been done. It’s over and finished. Holding onto it will never change what happened. The only thing left to do is to let it go.

People may tell us that we need to “forgive and forget,” and as we all know, that’s much easier said than done. It may take a while and may even require counseling — or at the very least, a non-judgmental friend with whom you can unburden yourself.

What worked for me in the past was to recognize those negative thoughts the moment they popped up and replace them with positive ones. Expressing gratitude for all of the existing gifts in my life also helped me.

But most importantly, I also reminded myself that by continuing down this rabbit hole of negativity, I’m hurting myself a hell of a lot more than I’m hurting them — and it was time to stop.

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Weekly Roundup – July 31, 2021

Weekly Roundup

Welcome to my Weekly Roundup where each Saturday, I post links to things I shared on social media throughout the week that I thought were interesting. I’ll also include book news, cover reveals, and more goodies.

By the way, I also send out this weekly round-up list each week to my newsletter. So if you wish to receive my weekly roundup in your email inbox each week, you can subscribe HERE.

So on to the roundup.

Weekly Round-Up – 15 Things I Thought Were Worth Sharing

  1. “Why Managers Fear a Remote-Work Future — Like it or not, the way we work has already evolved.”
  2. Just for fun (and cuteness!): 115 Of The Most Wholesome Rescue Pet Photos This July
  3. This beloved horror series is FINALLY giving the gays their due: New Chucky series will center on Jake Weber, a 14-year-old gay boy struggling to come out in his rural town.
  4. I’ve been hearing more and more about this lately: Why Is CBD Good For Your Mental Health? Find Out Here
  5. How your phone will make you a better photographer with your camera
  6. Going utterly penniless: why a Victoria man has gone two decades without money – he won’t touch money except to destroy it
  7. There’s a new Dexter reboot coming out: “Slick ‘Dexter: New Blood’ trailer shows our killer in a fresh habitat”
  8. Sundown Towns Are Still A Problem For Black Drivers: “It’s when you veer off to the back roads that don’t connect to the highway, that’s when you find yourself in trouble.”
  9. I couldn’t help but giggle with delight at this one: Another Pie in the Face for Anita Bryant: Her Granddaughter Is Gay
  10. This looks soooo good! Ghostbusters: Afterlife – New Trailer Breakdown and Analysis
  11. You’ve decluttered…now what? How to responsibly get rid of the stuff you’ve decluttered
  12. Millennials Share 30 Things They Wish Older Generations Understood In This Heartbreaking Viral Thread
  13. Wise words from older gay people to their younger selves
  14. Do you record videos on your phone? Here are some simple, yet powerful iPhone filmmaking techniques
  15. Digital Eye Candy: 68 Beautiful Pictures This Photographer Captured While Traveling The World

Oh, and in case you missed it: Gay Diver Tom Daley Wins First Gold Medal, Vows to ‘Carry On’

From the Blog

  1. My Dislike for Ads
  2. On Going Back to the Theater
  3. Wordless Wednesday – Truck in the Air
  4. The Critters in My Yard
  5. On Comparisonitis
  6. Should My Blog Have a Niche?
  7. Last Week’s Weekly Roundup

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